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A whole lot better. So much so that I moved the furniture in my room around today. So it's all nice and clean now. Although it never actually looks clean because I don't like to throw stuff away, but it's clean to me. Got a nice new tall bookshelf too. It's great and I just want to line my room with bookshelfs now.
Anyway, we went to Smackdown last night. Got to see Christians return and his first match back! Weeeeee! I really liked Christian. He's one of those skinny scrawny guys (which he's really not, it just looks that way next to the roided out dudes, Batista I'm looking at you dude) but he's got mic skills. I like a guy/girl with mic skills. So yeah, we had an awesome time. Joseph's favorite wrestler is the Big Show so everytime the Big Show was mentioned and especially when he came out we would shout and laugh at Joseph. He was all embarassed and it was super fun. Our section was in the nose bleeds cause we bought the tickets in the morning, but it was a good view anyway. Still saw everything. It seemed like our section was full of little kids though. Which wouldn't be suprising to a normal person, but everytime I've gone to a wrestling event, I was usually in a crowd of funny grown ass men and women. So to be surrounded by the kids and their parents was a little new to me haha. They were funny kids though. They said some pretty funny stuff and were hella into it. So they were also fun to watch and listen to. Like when R Truth did his mid air spin thingy, the little kid behind me was all "Oh snap! The Matrix!" ^.^ I normally don't like little kids. Don't like being around them too long and espcially don't like babysitting them, but it was alright cause we were having a good time. Anyway, the two main events were especially good. WWE, I think, really loves Fresno. We've had a lot of good stuff and the fans are smart, and by that I mean, we understand that it's all scripted and that these guys are real people just doing their jobs. If your a bad guy and I hate you? You are doing your job. So when you come out of the arena and try to go to your car, the fans here aren't going to assault you. They are gonna thank you for good show. So as much as I hate living here sometimes, it's nice to know that the wrestling community here is a good bunch. I saw that video of Chris Jericho and the fans and thought "damn those people are retarded" They must be. How can they not know that he's just a regular dude working? Which is why I hate people. They just suck. Almost all of the time. Sure there are a couple of good ones here and there, but the majority just suck ass. So anyway, I won't go into detail about the matches and stuff. It was taped and will air on Friday Night Smackdown. Just know that the main events are pretty funny and were super fun to watch. I really wish Maryse would have been there. I love her! She's one of my new favorite Divas. It's been tough since Trish left. She was a good wrestler and was an even better heel. I miss having a good female heel to root for. I love heels. Anyway, Maryse looked promising and was on her way up. She became women's champ! Then she dislocated her knee cap or something and I've been left with boring ass Michelle McCool and Maria. They are so fucking boring! So yeah. Can't wait for Maryse to come back. I really wish the WWE would have signed Sara Stock. She's badass and loved in Mexico. Alright, that's all for now I suppose. Got my wrastle on and now I'm happy.
yeah, I know the music stinks, but check her out!
I like watching this video very much that is.
I've gotten sick yet again. It's going to be three in the morning and I'm just lying in bed feeling all poopy n'such. I hate having the laptop in bed with me. It's never comfortable. I can't sleep, so I decided to finally update this thing. I went to work today feeling alright. I've had a scratchy throat since November, but it never got really bad. So all day my voice has been disappearing. Now it's almost gone and I'm trying not to speak at all. So yeah, I'm getting pretty sick. So I'm calling out tomorrow. It can't be so bad. I NEVER call out and I never leave early when I'm not feeling so good. In fact, I'm the one they call whenever someone calls out or leaves early, so I think I can have this one day off. I'm not scheduled for a week so I'll have the whole week to recover. Anyway, it's been so long since I've updated that it'd be kind of pointless to go through all the shit that's happened since. Got my netflix account back up and have been watching movies n'such non-stop. Watched the Mr. Perfect dvd. It was awesome :|
Let's see, what else. I think I may take up guitar again. My bass has been taken over by a more worthy player. He's just better than I am at it and it just looks good on him. I'm going to miss it very much though. So the transition to guitar is going to take some getting used to. I was never fantastic at it to begin with, but I was descent. It's kind of odd too because I've been playing so much ukulele that I get the chords mixed up. The G I'm used to playing on my uki isn't the same and that trips me up every single time ^.^ Anyway. I'm in desperate need of a cool drummer friend. So we can play together. That's my wish. Be boy or girl, it matters not. I wasn't a great singer from the start, but since I've had this scratchiness, it's just sad. I hope I can get back to my normal self soon. I'm itching to make some new stuff.
Still in need of a less stressful job. This whole bridal business is so draining. I try not to care and be senseable, but people can be so recockulous. So yeah, in search of new job.
I was hoping we'd be able to get a car with our tax return this year, but we might have to save up a while longer now. The both of us have pretty bad credit (yeah, I know, that's very bad) so we want to have a good deposit. Then I saw this HP 1000 mini netbook. A Vivienne Tam edition! It's awesome and I really want one. I don't NEED my own system, but it'd be nice to have one. It sucks having to share internet time with my bf. He hogs it all up! If he cold he'd take it to work and I'd never get online. So yeah. I really want it so I'm gonna try to save up on the side for one.
Oh yeah, Smackdown! is coming to Fresno on tuesday. I think we might actually go. Last time we went, it was a Royal Rumble and it was so fun. We used to wait out in the parking lot at the old arena. The wrestlers would just park out in the parking lot and the only thing that separated us was some caution tape and cones. It was awesome. We'd get there hella early just to take pictures of them as they got out of their cars. I'd get so awestruck by the size of them I wouldn't be able to bring myself to ask for a picture with them. So most of my pictures are of them not even looking at me and walking away. I know, I'm a spaz. Brock Lesner especially freaked me out. He's a monster! oh yeh and big show too. Massive human beings. Anyway, it's in the new arena and they park in an underground parking lot now and it sucks ass! RVD almost gave us a shirt once, but some doosh ran up and yanked it before my brother could run up and get it. It was meant for him! and some doosh stole it! Anyway, speaking of wrestling. Went to see the Wrestler. It was so sad. SAD SAD SAD. but I liked it a lot. It was great. Mickey Rourke is really good in it. Not just hype, but that's just my opinion and I happen to be biased. Wow, this is turning out to be quite a long entry. I'll end it now and get some rest. I wanted to open my messenger tonight, but I hate typing and surfing the net in bed and I really need to just be in bed right now. So goodnight to anyone who cares to read this far along. take care.
I know I complain about my job a lot. I don't like it, yes yes, heard it all before, but when I went to work today and was only scheduled for two hours I was bummed. Then to make my day worse, when I checked my schedule for the next 2 weeks I have a total of 4 hours. FOUR HOURS! for the next two weeks yo. What am I supposed to do with four hours!?! That's not gonna pay my end of the rent. Fuck man. Sure, we've got all our christmas shopping out of the way. Almost everyone is covered. Alls I need is my brother and grandma and a couple of cousins. But after I buy them something I'm fucking broke for weeks. Probably the whole month of December. It's just so fucking depressing. I'm not mad that I'm not working, I'm mad that I actually want to fucking work. Who the fuck wants to work!? What the fuck is that about? I fucking hate work and I'm mad that I can't haha. I hate having to rely on something that makes me so miserable just to "survive". Pay bills and all the bullshit. I need a job to do that shit and it's fucking infuriating. I know I know, my life can be so much worse. Yes, I know this. And that makes me just hate myself even more. Fucking life man.
ANYWAY, tonights an employee christmas party. I'll be going for an hour or so. I know it's not going to be fun. I'll smile and laugh and joke around with everyone. It's still not going to be fun. I hate half of those people and the other half are just nice enough to not make my shit list. Well, actually a couple of them I really do like and would hang out with outside of work, but we have NOTHING in common. So yeah, gonna bake cookies and try to have a nice night. Aw fuck! I forgot to get my boss a baby present. She's preggers and we're supposed to get her a gift if we can. She's the one boss I actually do like. There are three managers and she's the only one I can actually talk to more than a minute without wanting to strangle her.
Oh, but I do have an interview for some new shop opening up in Feb. It's on tuesday, and I'm pretty sure I'll do alright. I can be likeable when I try. But even if I get this job, I won't be starting until January. So I'm still being pooped on.
Alright, that's enough today I guess. I've wined and bitched enough to last me a whole long time. My next post, I promise, will be a good one. It MUST! I've also got to do some lucha posts for the lucha libre group I started. It's only two of us, but that's just cause I haven't posted shit since I started it.
I just drank a glass of milk and I forgot some of the words. but I love this song and saw hello goodbye do a version of it on ukulele so I wanted to make one too. >.<
Sooooooo, hey. How's it goin? *awkward silence*
Yeah, that's kinda how I feel right now. Feeling super sleepy too. It's been a hella long time since I last posted on this vox thingy. Sometimes it just kind of feels pointless, because I haven't got much to say to begin with and I'm just an overall dull girl. Been trying to watch Season 4 of Project Runway. Had to resort to the chinese version of YouTube. But hey, it works. Although it takes forever to load. Not used to that anymore. Those were dial up days so it's kinda frustrating. Anyyyywayyyyy. Work still sucks. I fucking hate one of our assistant managers. Anyday now, I'm just gonna lose it and go ape shit on her ass. Fo realz B. Aside from the bitch at work, I'm alright. Got written up for the second time for being a bad saleswoman. I just don't like to rush girls into spending all their cash like that. Just feels dirty to me. So if I get written up two more times for low "numbers" my ass is cut. Kinda scary, because I've been LOOKING for a new job and there aren't many options going on here. So yeah. Trying not to trip about it though.
Haven't been interested in the new Clone Wars series on CN. I don't know what it is, but I'm just NOT interested. And that's big, cause I love ALL things SW. So yeah, I think I'm in a funk if I'm denying myself some SW goodness. Or maybe it's just a bad series I dunno.
OooOO! been doing some online shopping too. Well, I haven't actually bought anything, but I can't wait to start clicking the purchase button or "check out" button! I'm super excited about giving gifts this year. ^.^ I need to make sure to buy myself a nice camera before christmas though. Gotta record them memories!
Anyday now I'll be getting a haircut too. I just need to make time for it. But I'm also contemplating bleaching my hair too. Don't know if it will work for me, so maybe I should get a wig first and give it a test drive or something. But I really want to. So yeah, guess I'll just see if I decide while I'm getting my hair cut. I've also decided to get rid of a lot of clothes I have. I feel like how I dress. Which is boring and I'm not boring. But that's just my opinion. I'm probably super boring.
Well, I guess that's it.
I really need to seriously get a better job and/or go back to school. Seriously. I really really don't like this job. I keep trying to convince myself that it could be so much worse, but I just can't help but dislike it. I understand that a whole lot of people hate their jobs and lives and all that stuff. I'm just so tired of it. I work at David's Bridal, and I'm done. I really don't mind helping ladies find something they really want and all that jazz, but I don't want to force it on them. I just, I can't do it anymore. I'm a terrible salesperson. Terrible! So yeah, if I don't find something fast, I'm gonna get canned for not selling more. So seriously thinking about going back to school. Not excited, but it's something I really need to consider.
Anyhow, did a whole lot of movie going this past week. I had two days off and both days we spent in the theaters. We watched a couple of old flicks like Pineapple Express (again) and Tropic Thunder which was meh. A couple of funny moments, but hey, I wasn't expecting much to begin with. I think Stiller might be tapped dry. Went to see Religulous and Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. Religulous was good, but I was expecting it to be. Nick and Norah was a movie I really didn't care to see. It just kind of felt like something that's been done already. Same with Tropic Thunder. Both just didn't do anything for me or my boyfee since he gave them both the one *shrug* up. But it was nice to spend some time away from home together. We don't get out much these days. He goes out once in a blue moon, but I never leave the house other than to go to work or the cherry auction and some occasional shopping. Which is usually for toilettries (spelling?) Anyway, I enjoyed my days off and went back to the grind. Alls I know is when I'm walking in through those doors, I just feel like I really shouldn't be there and I just don't belong. I have a hard time with co-workers too. I don't belong. I'm weird and will always be weird. They keep asking me why I don't buy a new pretty watch and ditch my Darth Maul watch. No one get's me :|
I don't have to work tomorrow, and wednesday AND thursday! weehoo. Probably going to go see Religulous tomorrow. That'd be nice.
Anyway, I've finally made an appearance on a WHM podcast. I rambled a bit, so yeah. Check it out. Vu was awesome and I truly appreciate that he keeps me in the loop over there. I've been a terrible contributor so yeah, I'm appreciative for shizzle. >>>>>> podcast! Weee!
I don't know if the sarcasm got through there, but it's there in the title for sure. So yeh, working today. I hate work, but who doesn't right?
Feeling like I need another haircut. I always do this. It just feels wrong now and I want something different. I just don't want anything I have to put effort into.
I just thought I should make an entry. So it doesn't seem like I'm dead or something. Just doesn't seem worth putting anything up when I have nothing good to say. I'd talk about politics, but what would be the point? Everyone else has a whole lot more to say and they say so eloquintly how could I compete? (I'm pretty sure that's not how you spell eloquent too. but oh well) I know I'm not voting McCain. So there. I just sent out my voter registration form too. I called to make sure I was still registered since I've moved a couple of times this year. Turns out I have to register all over again so yay that's sent out! I think I want to go to the polls this time too. I always vote absentee, but fuck that I'm GOING. Alright, well I'm out I guess. I need to make a sammich for work. Nothing goes better with redvines then a sammich and some water. MmmMMmm Yummers.
laters.
a saturday song
Anyone seen Pineapple Express yet? Saw it awhile back. I mean, I seent it
